Today is my 30th birthday.
In the 3 decades I've been on this planet I may not have changed the world, become famous, or become who I thought I'd grow up to be . . .
When I was in elementary school I dreamed of being a biochemist, of creating animals that didn't exist and designing a car that would run on smog.
Instead I have become a mother. I created children whom I hope will grow uo to be good people.
When I was in high school I wanted to become a veterinarian and work with horses.
Now I tend to bruises and scrapes, remove stitches and heal hurts with band-aids, perxoide, and a loving touch.
When I was in college I wanted to own a ranch and train horses.
Everyday I wrangle wild children and teach them to work together, to follow directions, to do their share, and hope to do so without breaking their spirit.
And I have accomplished so much more than I ever dreamed possible.
I have stood on the field inside the RCA Dome and preformed in front of tens of thousands from all over the country.
I have gotten back on the horse after nearly being thrown.
I have rafted the white water on the Kern River and smiled as we bounced off the rocks.
I swam in pools heated by hot springs and being fed on my mosquitoes the size of bison.
I helped clean the burns of a child who'd fallen into a fire pit, who's mother rode the bus to school with me.
I carried triplets who should not have survived, and learned that having them saved my life.
I kept my head when my child stopped breathing, and brought her back from the brink.
I have stretched pennies into dollars, kept the wheels turning and made sure we got by.
I have worked for a salary, worked to save money, and worked to keep it all together.
I have a wonderful husband beside me who works incredibly hard for us, for our family. He was my first love, my first kiss, and so many other firsts . . . my light in the darkness and my only love.
I have 5 beautiful children, 2 boys and 3 girls who teach me everyday. Who are my hope for the future. Who challenge me daily to be better, to show them how. Who changed how I view the world.
I have friends who have supported me in times of weakness and who have leaned on my strength when theirs ran out. We have laughed until we cried, loved even though distance made it hurt, cried on each other's shoulders when life pushed us down and pulled each other back up when it seemed we couldn't get back on our feet.
My friends, my sisters and brothers . . . I love you.
Thank you, my world would be a colder place without you.
Tonight I'm going out with my husband. We'll get some food, see a movie, spend a few precious moments together. To just BE with one another.
And that's all I really want for my birthday.
- Vixi
(P.S. Jewelry Giveaway is now closed. Any comments after 9pm pacific time will not be entered. Winner will be announced on Friday Jan. 13th.)
I know I could have used a number generator,
